Showing posts with label Memories. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Memories. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 4, 2025

Dead Thoughts

During poignant thoughts and vacant moments,
What do we do?
We practice self destruction with expertise!
Refilling the half empty vessels in the mind ,
With foolish thoughts that overflow from the brim,
In times of perpetual nights,
Do you refuse to see the sun?
Refuse to see the distant birds and rivers that flow?
The river flows between us like a song,
I on one side you on the other,
I hear the bustling joys and laughter, what do you hear?
But, only drowning shrieks and moans?
Our thoughts and pains and past already dead and gone, we refuse to bury,
Why? Least we feel guilty of being happy, again?
And there we go again…,
Exhuming the dead past and examining it, over and over again like an autopsy,
Sifting through the dirt and bones, like a madman, till the Bones cry out!

The Bones cry out: ‘Oh Please stop! Let me rest in peace, will you?’
Still, we continue like Vultures, circle and swoop down, pick out, and
feed on the rotten flesh and bones,

The Dead Flesh cries out: ‘Oh !Please stop! Haven’t you had your fill ,till your juices churned with revulsion?
‘Let me please dissipate into the morning sun and the blue sky!’
‘Stop feeding on me!’

The past, pains and memories want to let go off YOU and so thus YOU must let go of THEM too!
Set them free! And so shall you be!
Will you?

Tell me ….NOW.. do you hear the birds sing and the bubbling river in its course?,
Feel the sun and the magic in the sky?

Or are you still hearing the shrieks and groans and feel the dampness in the air?

Thursday, April 9, 2015

Connect - Disconnect


My dear friends, my readers, has it ever happened that in the usual humdrum of life you suddenly just disconnect and see yourself in a vacuum, as if from outside in? In that moment, you just get a perspective on your own life and situation at times. In these last three months, I too took an outside in view of my life and priorities. I disconnected from the internet to connect back to it in a refocused manner. This can happen when one faces an event which moves them. Well, for me it was the loss of my grandmother whom I really loved. I was not able to meet her due to certain factors for many years, and when I did meet her with my whole family, she was really happy and said that ‘I am so glad you came with your husband and child’. She was admitted to the hospital a week after I left and passed away silently in her sleep. In her last few hours, she spent in singing all the songs she knew from nursery rhymes to patriotic songs, before she fell asleep, she took my sons name and said repeatedly how overjoyed she was that she had met him, and closed her eyes to this world.

The poem below is not about my grandmother, it is about introspection and prioritizing.
 

Connect -Disconnect
 
Power on-

-
Ready,

In silence,

All work done,

I wait in the stillness, with fast music behind,

dogs barking,

and the child giggling away near the TV,

and the fan above swishing ,the lap top humming,

Some thing to inspire me?  Memories?

Cursor ask questions flashing  I  I  I  I   I  I   



I am ready,

Sitting, looking at my own paintings on the walls, with mistakes which only I can see,

The sofa and the silk cushions,

The flowers still fresh in their crystal vases,

The pretty red carpet and the bamboo lampshade hangs on, sitting in one part of the room like me,

I complete the picture, a decorative peace which fits in all around the house,

 
 
I am ready,

Who’s bell is that? No, not mine.

Who’s car is that? No, not for me.

My phone on my side with 150 contact numbers,300 facebook ‘ likes’

But no one to talk to or to listen!

‘This phone number does not exist'

The caller is busy , please stay on line’

 ‘All lines are busy at the moment, please call later’

‘Server down’

Oh well, that’s enough conversation for today!

I am ready.

Ready in silence. I  I  I  I   I  I   

Hibernate?

Shutdown?

Restart?

-

-

Blank  Screen.

Disconnect.

-

Reconnect

~~~~

 I hope you liked the poem, do let me know.

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Tomorrow

Hello my readers, my friends, it will be one year in February that I would complete with this blog. It all has been very exciting this journey with my writing and the medium. I am so happy that I have got a space of my own to talk to all my friends and followers. Though a ‘dumbo’ when it comes to internet technology , I think am doing okay. Slow and steady, and I am happy with what I have achieved with all the travelling and family commitments.
In the same context I would like to THANK ALL MY FRIENDS AND READERS ! Thank You for all the support and comments, I always hope and pray not to disappoint any one of you and give you some good reading material. I hope I have been successful. A very Happy New Year to you all! Hope you achieve all that you have planned and break any fancy diet that you would like to start! Hey, life is too short ! Eat healthy, drink in moderation and enjoy!
So here is a poem for all my friends and readers,and all those whom I have left behind on moving town, as well as for the memories and time spent with all. So brew yourself some sweet sweet coffee and enjoy the short poem! Happy New Year to all!

Tomorrow


Good Times,
Good Memories,
Good Friends,
Are here today and gone tomorrow,
They come like a gust of wind,
And remain in our hearts,
Like a mark of an arrow,

Sweet Talk,
Sweet Thoughts,
Sweet Exchanges,
Remain sweet and sacred forever,
And memories make them sweeter,
They sustain us in our sorrows,
When we lose faith,
Feel lonely,
And dread the day after tomorrow,
Good Times,
Good Memories,
Good Friends,
Will be there for you,
Always and Tomorrow!